Flowers On The Moon

I Need a Min

I understand that, you need some answers

I need a minute, to figure my shit out

I am not deluded, at least not completely

You want me happy, I want me happy just the same

I know, you’ve been waiting,

you’ve been patient, you, I know

Why You

Why you, why only you

can hush all this anger inside me

Why you, why is it that you,

can shush all this terror around me

And if that’s true, if that’s only true,

so how come you’re so far away from me

Why long, why take so long,

until you come back to be here with me,

So long, days go on and on,

until you come back to be here with me

And if that’s true, if that’s only true,

so how come you’re so far away

how come you’re so far,

how come you’re so far,

how come you’re so far away from me

Sober Dream

One by one, one by one

one by one, one by one

you put your eggs into one safe basket,

tuck them gently into one safe box

and you

throw the box away, you throw it all away,

you throw the box away, as hard as you can,

and you

stay sober while it happens to you,

you stay sober while it happens to you

one by one, one by one,

one by one, each and every one

you put your eggs into one safe basket,

tuck them gently into one safe box

and you

throw the box away, you throw it all away,

you blow it all away, as bad as you can,

and you

stay sober while it happens to you,

you stay sober while it happens to you

ahh…

one by one, one by one

Funny Little Accident

Such a funny little accident,

we thought you were a terrorist,

Such a funny little accident,

we thought you came to kill us all,

we hope you understand,

there’s no need to start a war,

It would never happen again,

now please go back behind your wall

such a funny little accident,

we thought you were a terrorist,

Such a tiny little accident,

We thought you cam to kill us all,

We hope you understand,

You’re not our problem anymore,

So we don’t want to hear about your pain,

Now please go back behind your wall,

Such a funny little accident

Somewhere In Your Lines

Somewhere in your lines,

I got lost, left behind,

on the shore, by myself,

smell of sea, in your breath,

and somewhere in your smile,

I got swept, for a while,

ocean waves, all around,

lift me high, take me down,

and I saw a home, a home

with you and me,

and I saw a peace of mind,

for you, and me

somewhere in your arms,

I was found for a while,

lost at sea, for so long,

long to dock, to belong,

and I noticed somewhere in my dreams,

you are ocean, big and deep,

I am sky, I am blue,

striking gently, all of you,

and I saw a home, a home

with you and me,

and I saw a peace of mind,

for you, and me

Probably

Oohh… you can’t read my signals

oohh.. you can’t read my signals anymore

sand is softer than snow,

if sand is softer than snow,

everything that I know,

was right there in front of me

and sand washes into the sea,

if sand washes into the sea

everything that you are,

is right here inside of me

and before you know, it’ll pass you by,

before you know, you say goodbye,

yeah, before you know, it’ll pass you by,

before you know, you say goodbye

probably I’m worrying too much,

probably I just miss your touch,

it will dissolve by itself,

without me, figuring it out

sometimes I wish I could,

Let things stay misunderstood,

why do I try so hard,

I try my best,

to let it rest,

and before you know, it’ll pass you by,

before you know, you say goodbye,

yeah, before you know, it’ll pass you by,

before you know, you say goodbye

goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

When Are You Coming

When are you coming dear, it’s getting late

and i’ve been waiting all night,I’ve been waiting all day,

say,

when are you coming, there are so many things,

you just have to see, you wouldn’t think of,

to feel, you wouldn’t dream of,

say when are you coming,

when are you coming,

my Love,

how you fly across the sky, it makes me cry,

and don’t be afraid I’ll clip those wings, i couldn’t If I tried,

listen I was just wondering, I hope I’m not rushing,

but when Are you coming, my love

and who are you talking to, I think I’m losing it,

and i’ve been asking around, every person I found

I asked them

when are you coming, to take me away,

from all this pain, I think I can’t go on,

It’s insane how everything feels wrong,

say when are you coming, when are you coming,

my Love, how you fly across the sky,

It makes me cry, and don’t be afraid I’ll clip those wings,

I couldn’t If I tried,

listen I was just wondering, I hope I’m not rushing,

but when Are you coming, my love

how you fly across the sky, it makes me cry,

and don’t be afraid I’ll clip those wings, I couldn’t If I tried,

half of what I say is meaningless, I say it just to reach you,

when are you coming, when are you coming

my love

when are you coming, please tell me you’re coming

when are you coming, my love

Flowers On The Moon

Before I knew,

I was too good for you,

it was too dull for you,

I was everything you wanted me to be and,

you didn’t understand,

you didn’t say anything,

we were everything you wanted us to be and,

we didn’t change anything,

we didn’t cage anything,

and suddenly we’re nothing like you wanted us to be,

and soon,

you’ll see the flowers glowing on the moon,

you’re with the children waiting there to bloom,

and there’s no room,

for you,

to wonder why oh why you’re craving more and more,

how wonderful it would be to pier through the door,

a glimpse, no more

oh look,

look at you standing there,

gimme those puppy eyes,

gimme those promises we broke a thousand times and,

here comes the same excuse,

you don’t know how to choose,

it’s all the movies you watched growing up and,

they messed up your brain,

you don’t know how to restrain,

and you want me to feel sorry for the mess you’re in,

and soon,

you’ll see the flowers glowing on the moon,

you’re with the children waiting there to bloom,

and there’s no room,

for you,

to wonder why oh why you’re craving more and more,

how wonderful it would be to pier through the door,

A glimpse, no more

Feeding Of Fears

As the rhythm goes on,

I got used to this lonely dance,

as I thought to myself, I am leaving this mess

I forgot my way out

and you thought you would know by now

you thought it would go by now

I thought I would know by now

for too many years I’ve been feeding of fear

for too many years, oh oh

we got used to this war,

we forgot what we’re fighting for,

but look, they do it again, and it’s them that must learn,

that we gave peace a chance

and you thought we would know by now

you thought they would go by now

I thought I would know by now

for too many years we’ve been feeding of fear

for too many years, oh oh

Distant Melody

Come on, harry up,

they’re at the door now

get up,and pack your things,

you’re going home now

and you swear you can hear a song,

a long lost forgotten one,

slowly, slowly, it’s drawing you

and you’re trying to get a grip

and just when it seems to slip,

loud and clear it’s back to save you

deep inside,

the noise,

you hear a melody

a rhapsody,

that echoes,

distant memory

and you swear you can hear a song,

fresh, new exciting one,

slowly, slowly, it’s drawing you

and you’re trying to get a grip

and just when it seems to slip,

loud and clear it’s back to save you

from yourself

and you swear you can hear one,

yeah, you swear you can hear a song,

yeah, you swear you can hear one,

yeah, you swear you can hear a song,

(come one, harry up, they’re at the door now)

yeah, you swear you can hear one,

yeah, you swear you can hear a song,

Happy Kid

Happy kid, big dreams,

a grownup man, a broken man

wondering where to find the strength,

to keep up with your game

happy kid, will you teach,

an older man, how to preach,

wondering where to find the faith,

to live up to your praiers

still in your dreams, I see myself,

flying high, so high, to places,

where only kids are aloud to dream about,

and I don’t want to fail this happy kid,

that fought so hard, that gave so much,

like only happy kids know how to give

worried souls, try to help,

you push away, don’t want to hear them say,

it’s time to give up on the kid,

and start to live up to your age,

happy kid, it seems,

I fail to finish where you begin,

I hope you learn to forgive a man,

who tries his best to forgive himself

still in your dreams, I see myself,

flying high, so high, to places,

where only kids are aloud to dream about,

and I don’t want to fail this happy kid,

that fought so hard, that gave so much,

like only happy kids know how to give

will you teach me how to give,

please teach me how to live,

please teach me how to give

The Way I Feel Inside

Smile… for me, for me

should I try to hide,

the way I feel inside,

my heart, for you

would you say that you,

would try to love me to,

In your mind,

could you ever be,

really close to me,

I can tell the way you smile,

If I feel that I,

could be certain then,

I would say the things,

I want to say,

tonight

smile… for me, for me

but til’ I can see,

that you really care for me,

I will dream,

that someday you’ll be,

really close to me,

I can tell the way you smile,

if I feel that I,

could be certain then,

I would say the things,

I want to say,

tonight

but til’ I can see,

that you really care for me,

I’ll kepp trying to hide,

the way I feel inside

ahh ..ahh .ahh.. Ahh

smile… for me, for me

Practicing Catharsis

You & I

when you will regret, it will be too late 
no I won’t wait, for you again 
you and I together, could have been so great, 
and yet, you failed to understand 

darling I am not angry, I just can’t see 
why is that the way, it has to be 
holding other hips, to forget your song, 
and then you turn to tell me that I’m wrong 

darling I hoped for you and I 
now I know you never really gave it a try 
darling I longed for you and I 
now I know it wasn’t more than just a sweet lie 

It could have been a love song, about your smile 
the one you send me, when you see me from a mile 
we should have been together, singing duet 
but I am singing solo with no accompaniment 

It must have been a symphony, about your pretty face 
instead I go and see you, with someone else 
Anothony and Iris, sitting on the bend, 
waiting for this opera to end 

darling I hoped for you and I ... 

darling I hoped for, 
darling I longed for, 
darling I wish you would have give it a try

It Feels Like a Mantra

it feels like we're moving but we're still here 
it feels like we're moving but we're still here, 
it's so clear 

it feels like we're moving but we're still here 
it feels like we're moving but we're still here, 
it's so clear 

ahhhh ahhhh 
ahhhh ahhhh 
ahhhh ahhhh 

it feels like we're moving but we're still here 
it feels like we're moving but we're still here, 
it's so clear 

it feels like we're moving but we're still here 
it feels like we're moving but we're still here, 
it's so clear 

I've heard it all before, 
I've been here I remember 
now they're knocking on my door 
i know exactly where we're going 
I just cannot fight anymore 

ahhhh 
ahhhh 

it fells like we're still here but we're moving 
moving

Practicing Catharsis

I’m here cause I want to 
I’m here cause it’s what I chose 
so let’s get it over 
I said let’s get it over with 
just do what you have to 
just do as you please 
no I wont stop you 
cause everybody has to pay 

ahhhh ahhhh 

I’m here cause I want to 
I’m here cause I need to pay for my sins 
so let’s start it over 
let’s start it over please 
I’ll do what I have to 
this time I’ll do as I please 
I dare you to stop me everybody has to pay 

some how 
we have to pay 
some how 
I’m not going to lay here and frown 
everybody has to pay 

I’m here cause I want to 
I’m here cause I want to 
I guess that’s what I wanted 
and that’s exactly what I deserve 

don’t make it easy 
don’t you dare showing no pity for me 
everybody has to pay 

ahhhh ahhhh

Poor Lorraine

the day is almost done 
now she’s rushing to the gate 
she can’t afford herself being late 
yes, every wednesday evening 
you could find her on the railroad stop 

she knows that only once a week 
there is that magical half an-hour 
seven trains go by exactly one after the other 
oh poor Lorraine, 
she came to visit the rumbling train 

cause when it’s getting loud 
and she feels the trembling ground 
she knows no one can hear a sound 
and only there peace can be found 
when she can scream 

Aaahhhh!!.. 

oh no she’s not taking a train 
no she’s not going anywhere 
long ago she gave up on herself 
still, every wednesday evening 
you could find her on the railroad stop 

cause when it’s getting loud 
and she feels the trembling ground 
she knows no one can hear a sound 
and only there peace can be found 
when she can scream 

Aaahhhh!!.. 

the last train now has gone 
and she is standing all alone 
slowly slowly guilt start taking on 
oh poor Lorraine 
that’s the only way she can carry on 

Aaahhhh!!..

Higher

everybody’s thinking ‘bout themselves all the time 
everyone around and so am I 
and everybody’s taking their own shit so seriously 
and honestly I can’t see why 

no one seems to mind about the mess they left behind 
and if no one seems to mind so why should I 
cause everybody’s thinking bout themselves all the time 
everyone around and mostly I 

I’m trying to be better than this 
I can see and I can feel it 
oh, I just don’t know where to start 
I’m gonna go higher above 
and I came to take you with me 
Oh I’m gonna go 
even without you 
without you 

everyone I know is so fucking insecure 
so they take a drug’ they need a cure 
yes, everyone I know is dependent on a lie, 
is leaning on a cure 
everyone I know and I know myself 

I’m trying to be better than this 
I can see and I can feel it 
oh, I just don’t know where to start 
I’m gonna go higher above 
and I came to take you with me 
Oh I’m gonna go 
even without you 
without you 

no one wants to be all alone by themselves 
no one wants but that’s where we feel safe 
cause everybody’s thinking ‘bout what everybody’s thinking 
it’s too much thinking 
all the time, all around, everyone is so... 

everybody’s searching who’s in charge for this shame 
just show the man we’ll burn him with our flame 
you see, I’ve done looking for my fools, I have no name, 
we know we need someone to blame so here I am

Failure Meditation Attempts

breath in, breath out 
don’t think about anything at all 
breath in, breath out 
just let your mind be empty, there’s no goal 

who am I kidding 
I’m incapable of winning 
only myself that I’m bruising 
I’m incapable of loosing 
of choosing 
so what am I, 
supposed to do, 
just sit here and watch me fall apart 

breath out 
just let your thoughts run in front of you 
breath in, breath out 
just let it go, there’s nothing you can do 

who am I kidding 
I’m incapable of winning 
only myself that I’m bruising 
I’m incapable of loosing 
of choosing 
so what am I, 
supposed to do, 
just sit here and watch me fall apart 

breath in, breath out ... 

just let it go, there’s nothing you can do 
just let it go, there’s nothing you can do 

I wanna let it got, it’s just so hard to do 
I wanna let it go, I am I really do 

will you forgive yourself, we are all so proud of you 
will you forgive yourself, we are all so proud of you 

what's meant to happen happens so they say 
just let it go and soon will come your day 

breath out